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Month: October, 2013

Thoughts

How do we start from a something to a everything? Confusion was settle in, can’t imagine a world would have done something to her. It was back then but it hunted her badly, believing that i can help to do something but i’m not sure if is was fine. I want to put everything down so i can travel miles just to see her. But it was my dream that i’m studying now. I just hope everyday that we have a chance to meet. I pray to the stars that shinning right above me that one day please make it soon that i’ll be able to see her face right in front of me, her voice lingering my ear crystal clear, her touch which shoot me up. All these physical gesture, i want it to be real. I want to hear her speak to me without any objection between us. But the stars are just stars, they can’t do anything for me. I never want someone so badly, that i feel like running out. She was interesting and i just want to know more than usual. She caught me off guard. I want to make her happy with anything in my ability. Future we can talk a bit later, for now, i won’t regret i just like her. Every day i’m working hard to get her but is not moving. Just the time that is moving.. What i do here has nothing to do with moving with her, but i can’t be selfish to let her come over. We need to give in to show that we’re actually working on it and not only one sided. How do i start from it then? I guess the answer is, myself. Start improving myself, start to know myself better before anybody does. And start to understand the way she speak, play and tease. How i can make her feel better if she needs to, the assurance and trust.

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Desires

I can’t find that certain expression, it just start off. I wasn’t even ready to notice the change. She just came in like this without a warning and now i’m stuck. She give me everything i have always wanted. Not only did she make an assurance to me but she make my heart beat. Every day our heart is bumping but there’s someone who will keep your heart beats a little more than usual. I never pick up a phone and not wanting to hang up before. There are bound for people to disagree and find this ridiculous. I have no idea which part is more ridiculous, but i actually found someone i can’t leave without. I can’t leave a day without texting her and making sure she’s fine at the other side of the world. And planning to do something for her without letting her notice. Work hard, just so we can meet each other. We had our first awkward silence before, our quarrels over an uncertain feeling about someone else but all she do was being honest with me and telling me that we’re together. It have never been this good but the biggest obstacle was the distance relationship, it test us more than just an eye is even bigger. I want to know how to deal with all these and to know her presence beside me. The feeling of hers got me missing everyday. I felt the need of wanting her near but we’re so far. I couldn’t be more selfish as before, we need to fight for every chance and with that, we can meet each other. The plans we had was beyond ahead of us.
The linger of accent brush through my skins,
Her words shiver me,
creating a whole new thing,
assurance and love