Uncertain feelings

by ieatyourfats

And yes i’m feeling that uncertain feelings that i shouldn’t have. Could it be the music i heard too much, they were too deep that it causes my mind to make a change. Or could it be the text she sent in causes a change. There were too many things occupy my mind that it causes confusion. I make up mind that it wasn’t you that i want but from time to time i get that feeling that i may somehow need you in some way or another. I don’t get myself thinking about you. It hasn’t really develop into feelings yet, is something indescribable. I can’t really say it in words and what i don’t say could actually cause an irritation to both sides. When people grow older you get wiser or mature. I seen myself sometimes in it that i speak in a different way or think. But still i can never express the feelings that is kept inside. Is one way or another, you came back texting me and saying you just want to talk to me. I accept that as we haven’t been talking awhile. You misses me with no reasons behind, you felt happy that i’m talking to you just like this. Which make me wonder, maybe your feelings hasn’t really subside. You’re trying to dig further but playing games with me is not working. I want to get to the point.